when can you trust a person,
when can you call them friends,
when can you trust them.
Who will follow until your life ends?
I trusted you, with my life,
was about to put it in your hands,
at your mercy, at your will.
now I can see how far my trust bends.
I don't care about safety,
don't care about love or me.
I don't care if youre a good person,
or a evil devil wannabe.
I'll throw myself at you,
for the smallest shard of attention,
to fill the void inside of me,
but your love was a beautiful deception.
I cut myself open on it,
tearing through my heart and soul.
Bleeding and crying,
but not letting go.
Because I would rather die clinging to another person who is hurting me,
than to live with myself again.
Because I would rather let someone who I love destroy me,
than to face my own demons again.
Because I would rather get abused helping someone else,
than to help myself.
Because I would rather swallow my tears to hold you and tell you
"it's going to be okay",
than to face the fact that I am insane.
when can you call them friends,
when can you trust them.
Who will follow until your life ends?
I trusted you, with my life,
was about to put it in your hands,
at your mercy, at your will.
now I can see how far my trust bends.
I don't care about safety,
don't care about love or me.
I don't care if youre a good person,
or a evil devil wannabe.
I'll throw myself at you,
for the smallest shard of attention,
to fill the void inside of me,
but your love was a beautiful deception.
I cut myself open on it,
tearing through my heart and soul.
Bleeding and crying,
but not letting go.
Because I would rather die clinging to another person who is hurting me,
than to live with myself again.
Because I would rather let someone who I love destroy me,
than to face my own demons again.
Because I would rather get abused helping someone else,
than to help myself.
Because I would rather swallow my tears to hold you and tell you
"it's going to be okay",
than to face the fact that I am insane.