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Tuesday, August 9, 2022

how much?

 Do you know how much to take, 

to make all this end? 

Do you know what to take, 

for our body to bend?

To bend and break and cry and scream, 

yet outside everything's fine it seems. 


I know the dosis, 

i know what to take, 

but here i am surviving, 

for somebody elses sake. 


why am i alive, 

why do i keep breathing, 

when im full of pain, 

and my soul is leaving.