Staying up until 5 am,
never resting, never calm,
always on the edge of me,
because I hate myself.
Spitting out food,
throwing up dinner,
just wanting to be thinner,
because I hate myself.
Never talking to anyone,
barely smiling, barely looking,
keeping my head down,
because I hate myself.
Parting skin,
slicing deeper and deeper,
blood as fresh as I love it,
because I hate myself.
I hate myself,
and I don't think that I can stop.
never resting, never calm,
always on the edge of me,
because I hate myself.
Spitting out food,
throwing up dinner,
just wanting to be thinner,
because I hate myself.
Never talking to anyone,
barely smiling, barely looking,
keeping my head down,
because I hate myself.
Parting skin,
slicing deeper and deeper,
blood as fresh as I love it,
because I hate myself.
I hate myself,
and I don't think that I can stop.