"It's better for you",
I say before I close the path.
Tears glistering in my eyes,
my depression having its last laugh.
Completely alone,
"friends" who left me again,
cause i was too different,
for them too insane.
I mean, I deserve it,
in the end its my fault.
Now its time to enjoy this,
to pour salt in my wounds.
Here is what you get,
enjoy this sweet pain.
While I gather the strength,
to kill hope with rain.
Soon it will be over,
you can finally sleep.
That sleep that is final,
a thousand miles deep.
Just wait few more days,
few more weeks, just a bit.
Enjoy the pain a bit more,
until I finally call it quit.
I say before I close the path.
Tears glistering in my eyes,
my depression having its last laugh.
Completely alone,
"friends" who left me again,
cause i was too different,
for them too insane.
I mean, I deserve it,
in the end its my fault.
Now its time to enjoy this,
to pour salt in my wounds.
Here is what you get,
enjoy this sweet pain.
While I gather the strength,
to kill hope with rain.
Soon it will be over,
you can finally sleep.
That sleep that is final,
a thousand miles deep.
Just wait few more days,
few more weeks, just a bit.
Enjoy the pain a bit more,
until I finally call it quit.