"Love is a sickness, an addiction, overdose..." - Exo, Overdose
Expressing what I feel,
expressing what I want.
Showing my vulnarability,
being completely blunt.
How I want to trust you,
completely, without fear,
to be completely without walls,
just us two being near.
How I want to look into your eyes,
without that nasty voice in my head,
screaming at the top of its lungs,
about all what they have said.
About what happened in my past,
about all the times they wronged me.
About all the times that I let down my walls,
just to witness, just to see.
How trust got used,
how my little heart broke again,
how pain killed my love,
leaving cloud and rain.
Im so terrified of that,
that not even this love I feel,
can remedy what has happened.
On my heart there is a seal.
I want to lose control,
open it, let it free, just be myself.
Just be free with you.
But I dont think that I can do it alone.
Help me.
