"Love is a sickness, an addiction, overdose..." - Exo, Overdose
Expressing what I feel,
expressing what I want.
Showing my vulnarability,
being completely blunt.
How I want to trust you,
completely, without fear,
to be completely without walls,
just us two being near.
How I want to look into your eyes,
without that nasty voice in my head,
screaming at the top of its lungs,
about all what they have said.
About what happened in my past,
about all the times they wronged me.
About all the times that I let down my walls,
just to witness, just to see.
How trust got used,
how my little heart broke again,
how pain killed my love,
leaving cloud and rain.
Im so terrified of that,
that not even this love I feel,
can remedy what has happened.
On my heart there is a seal.
I want to lose control,
open it, let it free, just be myself.
Just be free with you.
But I dont think that I can do it alone.
Help me.
Hey Star,
ReplyDeleteim trying to be:
-the one where you can loose control,
-the one where the voice in your head become still,
-the one who understands you, care about
-the one who let you be yourself, dont catch you, let you free
-the one who take your pain
-the one who let you do what you really wanna do.
And if i could i would do everything for you.
Im the one who is loving you, i think you deserve it. No matter what you did, your a really a lovely, smart, kind person. And there so many more reasons why you make me happy and why you are a person who deserves to be happy.
My heart is beating out of my cheast, everytime you say you love me, everytime i remind how it began, everytime i see you smile on your beautiful face, everytime you show me how you really are, everytime we met and touch each other. Everytime i think of our future.
Miss Silver...
(i know, i never called you miss silver but i also didnt write english to you.. and I guess you see why)
.. i will stay on your side as long as my heart beating.
I love you Aki, F