Is it my choice to be sick,
is it me who causes me harm?
Is it my doing that I cry at night,
picturing my future without any light.
And if its my doing,
than who am I to call for help?
Shouldn't I punish the monster,
punish the sick soul that is there.
Shouldn't I inflict pain,
on who caused all this pain for me.
Shouldn't I gave them the punishment,
that it gave to me?
But than there is the side,
that if it was me who did it.
Shouldn't i stop the crying,
the selfharm, the hiding, the lying.
Shouldn't I take the chance,
to finally be happy and smile a bit?
Without those chains holding me back,
could I just be that innocent kid.
Shouldn't I just
try it for once?
Try.
To be happy.
is it me who causes me harm?
Is it my doing that I cry at night,
picturing my future without any light.
And if its my doing,
than who am I to call for help?
Shouldn't I punish the monster,
punish the sick soul that is there.
Shouldn't I inflict pain,
on who caused all this pain for me.
Shouldn't I gave them the punishment,
that it gave to me?
But than there is the side,
that if it was me who did it.
Shouldn't i stop the crying,
the selfharm, the hiding, the lying.
Shouldn't I take the chance,
to finally be happy and smile a bit?
Without those chains holding me back,
could I just be that innocent kid.
Shouldn't I just
try it for once?
Try.
To be happy.
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